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Astrological Realization- Venusian Return in My 5H.

Krystal Ramirez

Venusian return ends in 4 days and my culminating moment right now was realizing a shadow that I’ve been holding onto since I was a child (5H Pisces with Venus and Jupiter).


I’ve begun the process of creating my new website (exciting!) but I’m actually not that excited about the creative process part. I never thought of myself as a creative. I asked a friend for help, they’re taking too long lol. I asked my sister for help (one of the best creatives I know) but she’s got her own stuff going on with her family so she also wouldn’t be able to finish it on the timeline I want.


I briefly questioned myself “why do you shy away from being creative? What about CREATING makes you cringe?” (Because every time I think about creativity I literally contract my body and get stressed 😭) and an image of a childhood memory I had of my mom criticizing my artwork came up, something about something being crooked or the colors were outside of the line lol.


But it was SO CRAZY how that one memory came back up, from when I had to be like in the 1st grade? And that’s when I made the connection.


Connecting it back to my 5H Pisces, I’m realizing my creativity can’t be stifled any longer; my ideas and the way EYE do things is unique to me and they’ll be valued by those who resonate. My Venusian return is also signifying where I can let my inner child come back out to play. So I won’t be seeing it as a process now, but as an invitation to bring that aspect of my inner child back out to play and do what the fuck she wanna do!


Also 5H Pisces themes: being expansive with my uniqueness and creativity; my creativity is hidden; being that Venus and Jupiter are conjunct it means that diving into my creative process will bring suchhhh good fortune too!!


Wow I unlocked that shit 💪🏾✨



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